The "feel like writing" entry

今夜、感謝しているだけです。
今週のいろいろな　同僚とか、仕事とか、仲良くなる友達とか、簡単な料理をたべるとか、運動をすることとか、ギターを引いたとか、。。。本当に全部のことを感謝しています。そんな中で　私も時々自信が足りない感じ、できない感じが溢れる時に、これも神様にもと頼る。これも私の成長できるために感謝します。こんなとき、自分の時間が大切ことを特に感じる。今夜、世界が静かになると、心でもう一回決している。どんな状態があっても、喜び態度を。：）今夜本当に幸せ感じだけです。

And one of the key moments this week was catching up with SJ. It's such a familiar feeling. :) It's been slightly over a month and I was very glad to just catch up. Some people come into your life, and leave a lasting imprint. These indelible footprints become etched and collectively, shape the person I become. 

And, as I was writing in Japanese, I was brought back to Fri night. I really needed a run. I thought maybe I should just walk, as we had a hotpot dinner. But at about 9+pm, where it was warm and humid, my steps became trots, and the trots became a gait. And I did a round round the mosque. So beautiful. While the air was heavy, the mind felt clearer. And then, I rested at the tracks. I laid there, breathed, stretched, felt. Never thought there would be anyone there, but there were 2 other runners, and one of them was really fast - and I learnt he is one of UAE's ultra marathoners. :) What a night. 

So, 今晚，我也收拾了心情。怎么时间，尤其是周末，又那么快得过了呢？在这宁静的夜晚，我就是喜欢感受这世界慢下脚步，静下来。:) 要准备休息的这时刻，也有它的美。