Saturday, August 06, 2011

清ちゃんのメールを。。。ありがとう。
もうひとつの実を望まれ

主から選ばれて
この世に植えられた
もうひとつの実を望まれ

ありがとう気づいてなかった
どれほど愛されているのか
はじめから今まで神の愛は
いつも注がれていたこと

ありがとうその愛教えてくれた
主から与えられた君に
キリストの愛でもっと仕え
私もこの世に仕えよう

君は愛されるため
そしてその愛伝えるため
主から選ばれて
この世に植えられた
もうひとつの実を望まれ

Monday, August 01, 2011

帰ってきたけどまだ元気がない。。。
信頼といえばどんなことでしょうか。
まだ心の痛みがあります。
まだ痛いです。

さっきギターを弾いた。
がっかりな感じはいつも溢れている。
どうしてどうしてどうしてな言葉ばかり。
どうして失敗?
どうして夢は壊れたの?
どうして現実はそうなの?

Monday, July 25, 2011

望み

新しい役
新しい夢、幻、ビジョン
WCとの和解
心の癒し
FILの癌を治す
神様の知恵、注ぎ、フェいバ

Thursday, July 21, 2011

痛み

突然悲しくなります。
突然に。
なぜ。。。

昨日は元気になったけど。昨日は起こったことを忘れたかったけど、今日はぜんぜん元気でわない。
難しいな。

GWとまきのことを感謝し、昨日二人と話した後、元気になる。自分の問題を考えずに、ほかの人を集中し、夜の時間も経ちました。

今晩はどうすれば良いですか?

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Encouragement to Myself - Be Strong

Lam 3:22-33 (The Message)

22-24God's loyal love couldn't have run out,
his merciful love couldn't have dried up.
They're created new every morning.
How great your faithfulness!
I'm sticking with God (I say it over and over).
He's all I've got left.

25-27God proves to be good to the man who passionately waits,
to the woman who diligently seeks.
It's a good thing to quietly hope,
quietly hope for help from God.
It's a good thing when you're young
to stick it out through the hard times.

28-30When life is heavy and hard to take,
go off by yourself. Enter the silence.
Bow in prayer. Don't ask questions:
Wait for hope to appear.
Don't run from trouble. Take it full-face.
The "worst" is never the worst.

31-33Why? Because the Master won't ever
walk out and fail to return.
If he works severely, he also works tenderly.
His stockpiles of loyal love are immense.
He takes no pleasure in making life hard,
in throwing roadblocks in the way:

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Believe within

Today I felt overwhelmed
But I will trust in God's promise.

Jer 29:11-14 (The Message)
This is God's Word on the subject: "As soon as Babylon's seventy years are up and not a day before, I'll show up and take care of you as I promised and bring you back home. I know what I'm doing. I have it all planned out—plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.
"When you call on me, when you come and pray to me, I'll listen.
"When you come looking for me, you'll find me.
"Yes, when you get serious about finding me and want it more than anything else, I'll make sure you won't be disappointed."
God's Decree. "I'll turn things around for you. I'll bring you back from all the countries into which I drove you"—God's Decree—"bring you home to the place from which I sent you off into exile. You can count on it.

Friday, February 11, 2011

Happy Night

I had such a fabulous time with Steve tonight. :) He will be very happy to read this - more than knowing that he is my best friend, it's him who has set me into action, to write an entry tonight.

Sometimes, things done in an impromptu manner bring about amazing results. We hadn't really intended to meet... I was already home, and then, yeah, we decided to go to Ajisen. It's been about 2 plus or 3 years since I last went to Ajisen. In our earlier years, we frequented Ajisen and it was a dating dinner place for us, so tonight, somehow, it was special. And enjoy the ramen we did.


What I want to say is that a relationship - a meaningful, deep relationship - is treasure. To find someone who understands you, can communicate with you, gives you the assurance and confidence... the list goes on... this is truly a blessing. Tonight we just talked. If you ask me what I talked about, actually I can't really recall now, ahha, but we just talked and fellowshipped. Thank you my dear. :)

And another highlight of the night - had a long chat with Maki over the phone and she shared with me about her trip back to Japan, the church there and the Holy Spirit. I really enjoyed the conversation with her, and we prayed together. I'm so looking forward to going to the mission trip in May. I know it will be a life-changing experience, and I pray that I can continue to be a blessing to the Japanese.

It's almost 1am... and tomorrow is Friday. Have to wake up early to work, but somehow I am wide awake. Could it be the mocha after the ramen? :) Steve and I went to Starbucks after Ajisen, and had a MO JIA. I am thankful that it's Fri, and weekend is coming, cos for certain, I'm looking forward to CG and service.

Suddenly I think that life is so beautiful.:) In the cool of the night, as I type this and reflect on my bed, I thank God for all He has shown me and blessed me with. I know 2011 will be a blast year!!